If only you knew the truth behind my lies, you’d understand why I cry at night. Holding back all these emotions for years only to let them out and watch you coke up tears. But that wasn’t the end of it no. I gave you love but you didn’t want it though. So two years down the line I’m looking back on my life, and wondering was it all a dream. Or fucked up reality hanging happiness over our heads just out of reach. At least it did, when it sent you to me. But those days are gone just like my cigarette in the wind. Followed by my dreams of ever hoping to win. So you live your life and I’ll live mine. Maybe someday we’ll meet again. Maybe then you might see what you did all those years back. But until then I must bid you ado because these lyrics turned into a poem.. A poem about you.